The thoughts they put into our heads

Its 815AM noww, and I'm supposed to have left the house alr but I'm not even ready yet -.- I really don't feel like going Drama today because: 1) A lot of people aren't esp Aida & Ells , 2) I'm tired and 3) I can't be bothered. Butttt at least I got CK to help me photocopy the script :)

I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL TIMES OMG. This is all Syafiq's fault. He reminded and made me laugh about how dorky/dumb we were last time. Oh oh oh and guess what? I got 1st in class in p3 okay, damnnn cool :) Zanywayyyy, I'm leaving for school soon, Drama *rolls eyes* Wish me luck! I miss Syafiqah oso leh, but but I talked to her and texted her ytd so Idk why :O

Oh anddd, sorryyyyy Shafique I'm not mean lah okay :(

Okay wait before I do anything, I decided I was gna post about Dustin again, well sort of. Its really saddening to watch someone (possibly, but let's hope not yeah?) slowly die, even if you don't know who the person is. Well, unless you're a heartless monster, of course. But seriously tho, after I found out about him, I realized how much suffering is going on in the world, and only a small number of people are wary of it. And that when I complain about how life sucks and shit, I forget that I'm lucky enough to be healthy and stuff. I should be embracing it because life's short and anything can happen. So sudden right? Haha Idk, I was talking to Shafique about milk and cancer and then he said he wanted to die young while saving the world and that sorta got me thinking I guess. So so so, right now I'm feeling damn shitty now and like emo-emo. The weather's not helping either, its raining really heavy, sigh :( Someone cheer me up please please please!

Things I didn't do today:
1) Go to Drama late, or go at all because someone has tonsillitis
2) Exchange my earpieces
3) My ever-increasing pile of homework
4)The angry-face-at-mirror-thing, I attempted to but I kept laughing.

Things I did do today:
1) Woke up early, showered and left the house
2) Walked to the bus stop only to find that I shouldn't have bothered 'cause the session was cancelled
3) Went to do some transactions @POSB across the road instead, bussed home
4) Watched She's The Man while eating B&J and swooned over Channing Tatum > my insanely-guilty pleasure
5) Gabbed on the phone with Syaf, Ella (in that order)
6) Conferenced on the phone with Ella&Syaf, Ella&Aida (in that order)

Okay sorry, I have an unhealthy fixation with making lists! Mainly due to the fact I found this awesome application for it on iTunes and installed it in my ipod. I now have checklists on a gazillion things might /might not do. Heh, anyways I was so cold today I had to wear my hoodie around the house and its gonna rain again soon! I think I wanna shower before it does then I'll feel all warm and comfy and smell good and stuff :) Yes I know I used and three times lol

Just for kicks, I'm gonna this quiz I got off FB kay kay kay:)

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. OH WELL HERE GOES.

Q1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Aliens Exist / Blink 182

Q2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hanging By A Moment / Lifehouse

Q3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Salt, Pepa And Spinderella / Johnny Foreigner (Are you hungry now, what you hungry for?)

Q4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Automatic / Tokio Hotel

Q5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
How About Enough / A Vacant Affair

Q6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Summer Hair = Forever Young / TAI

Q7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Miss Murder / AFI

Q8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Just Like Me / Paramore

Q9)WHAT IS 2+2?
Thresher's Flail / Be Your Own Pet!

Q10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
Pick Flowers Not Fights / Kids In Glasshouses

Q11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Brick By Boring Brick / Paramore

Q12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Boys Boys Boys / Lady GAGA (HAHAHAHA OMG, BLUSHES)

Q13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I'm Gone, I'm Going / Lesley Roy

Q14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Cocaine / Strata

Q15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Daddy's Little Girl / Jesse Mccartney

Q16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Heartbeat/ Stereo Skyline (Aww, you're the sole reason I keep believing, see you at home honeyy lol.)

Q17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Damn You Look Good When I'm Drunk (Scandalous) / Cobra Starship

Q18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Take My Hand / The Cab

Q19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Let's Boink / Scene Kidz (Okay srsly, whatafakkk)

Q20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Q21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
45 Days / Breathe Electric

Q22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Somewhere In Between / Hawthorne Heights

Q23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
LA / Sugarcult

Q24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
She Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty / Dance Gavin Dance

Q25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Away We Go / Valencia

Q26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Bloody Romance / Senses Fail

Q27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Light Up The Sky / Yellowcard

Q28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Friday Night / The Click Five

Q29)WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Vanilla Twilight / Owl City

Q30) WHAT ARE YOU FEELING NOW?
Deep Down / Saosin

Okay, that was weirddddd :D

I'm going Drama late tmr I don't care lalalalala
Instead I'm meeting Aida earlier then we'll probably slack for awhile bafore going. Plus, I needa go exchange my earpiece which I bought on total and complete impulse among other things at Parkway today. I spent like quite a lot today, SAVE MONEY IMEN SAVE, YEAR-END SALE SOON, MUST SAVE FOR STUFF NEXT YEAR KAY KAY KAY. Okay its official, I'm nuts :D

I woke up grumpy today because of this noisy bird that kept calling out ('Cause it definitely wasn't chirping, stupid mutant bird -.-) But on the bright side, Madrasah exams ended today yayyy! Paper was okay eh, but the guy beside me kept asking me for answers. I spent today lazing around yet I feel so damn accomplished ahaha. Went to Parkway with my mom around 4 pluss and it was like jam-packed with people! I've never seen PP aso full everrr okay except for the Christmas/EOY sale heh.

Okay on a sadder note, this 17 y/o German guy, Dustin, who has a rare heart disease started a blog/twttr. I think its super touching, (Shai showed me the blog a couple of days ago and I just cried aft reading his full blog) and heart-wrenching how he views and values life and also the stuff he blogs about! Its saddening even tho I'm a total stranger, I really don't want him to die! Just imagine how the people close to him feel! Click on his name for the link to his blog. What's worse is he's only 7teen and has a whole life ahead of him, it doesn't help that he's quite handsome and he seems talented too. 

Hey guys! The highlight of today was basically my psycho moment during Drama which fyi, has been bestowed the name of Repertoire Inc lol. So glam/classy right! Its french babyyy. Zanywayyy, my psycho moments, (since the role of the schizo daughter needed it), included: 1) Screaming @ Daryl/Rohit about stinky socks and 2) My srsly weird rendition of SHINee's Ring Ding Dong while throwing a temper(?) whilst evading Rohit's attempt to calm me - his 'daughter' lol. Which maybe came off as crazy but it wasn't, well not from my point of view HAHAHA. Plus, Ms Ross says I should learn to look angry. By sitting in front of a mirror and being angry at it/myself -.-

Things I did today:

1) EP, A Math gave me a headache
2) Lunch @ McD's with the girls ( Aida, Ells, Fayfay, Shai & Syaffay)
3) Deposited $$, and then there was the whole weird cat with Fayth incident omg lol
4) Stayed in school for extra Amath, waited 1/2 an hour and we thought Ms Chua bailed on us but she came (when we were gna leave!) and we spent an hour on the EOY paper :)
5) Bussed to Changi Airport with the girls! To send off Farhana and Amirah and give Ms Farhana the evil eye!
Ended up meeting Ms Chua there too lol. Oh we saw Mdm Ashikin w her cutesy kids and Ms Lavania too!

Also, I hope everyone flying off today has a good trip, whether its too NZ or China :) Syafiq turns 5teen today I jealous.