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SIGH.

One huge, big fat sigh.

I guess sadness makes me more impulsive than usual. Just yesterday I ran across the interchange @ Terminal 2 just so I wouldn't miss my bus. It was a one-way road tho, and other buses were headed my direction. Of course, before that we had our Math CA which was total shit for me but thats not the point.

We had PE in the morning after an agonizingly long assembly since the boys had grooming check. Came late so yeah but I grew 2 cm, jsyk! I bought Jacob's for the old folk's CNY hamper too. Aren't I nice? The principal came to our class too. I was sorta inspired by what he said, esp about the night study programme.

Clique went to the airport for LL's 16. We couldn't decide where to go and ended up settling at Polar, just talking about stuff, oh and we played the I rather game. While we were walking there Aida brought up Joakim Gomez, of all people and we were talking about how he's half-korean and half-indian, and how he came out looking like a chinese. Then she went and applied it to us, and about how I can be mistaken for  a Eurasian and Shai as Chinese/Caucasian. I don't really think I look Eurasian even tho some people have mentioned it -.-

But anyway, once we were at Polar and ate, we (probably) made a lot of noise because of our little game. Guess which person in it won the others! 

But I digress, point is, some how he came into the conversation and I know the girls want me to stop mooning over him because they care, but the thing is that I can't, even if I wanted to. And no, Idk what's so good about him but it wasn't like this for the others. That much, Aida has gotten right. And Ells probably knows what I feel like since she's been there and done/felt it before. And Syaf, well, as much as I love her, she's hardly sympathetic yknow. My theories are that *'s the only one I haven't been able to figure out, I never knew what he'd say next. Wasn't predictable like the rest and I know that we never really got tgt but.. well. Then again, I've always been a little bit sadistic and some part of me probably likes the risk of getting hurt again.

On the other hand, it got me thinking about the CME lesson on Thursday. Miss Low asked us what really mattered to us. I agree with what she said really mattered to her. Happiness. I want to be happy. I want to have a reason to smile and mean it every time I do because somewhere along the road, I smile just to make sure that the people I love aren't too sad or cheer up when they see me smiling. I know I shouldn't be thinking about this now, after the O's maybe, but hell, I want someone to be there for me. Someone I can tease and be comfortable with, who'll keep me on my toes and surprise me.

Sigh, whatever. I'm sorry tho, especially to LL for sort of mucking up the end of her special day with my stupid emotions. And to whoever's reading this for voicing my PMS-induced insecurities and whatnot for the world to see but I'm especially sorry to you, for believing that I actually fucking meant sth to you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA! YOU'RE 16!

And I am very-berry jealous.

No fair, I just barely turned 15 and you can already (legally) watch NC-16 movies! On the bright-side, you get to sneak me in, :D 

For you, Ells,  here's to the shit we talk, the guys we (don't) stalk, the way we shop, the laughs we can't stop, the gossip we spill, the looks that could kill, to having each other's back and to the spillin' tears, we'll stay together through the years!

<3

(Ok I feel so corny now, haha  s'okay, seeya in school babe!)

R5 = AWESOMEST CLASS EVERSXZ \m/

Friday, 29-01-10 : Surprised Alison & Basil with a cake! Had the English CA after, rushed home to get ready to meet P and go to Al's place for the party.

Weekend, 30-01-10/31-01-10: It was either spent slacking off or doing Amath TSK.

This week: We got back our Bio/Chem/Amath/Emath tests! I passed all 'cept fot Amath, I FAILED BY ONE MARK, ONEEE! This is like, the second time kay. I'm super happy with my Chem, 27/40, even tho I didn't really study all that hard for it :)

Couple of weird things happened (really) recently, won't say what tho but it freaked me out ttm.

OH AND TODAY, FOR CME WE WENT TO PASIR RIS SEC -.- SUPA RANDOMZ. Volleyball match (?), zanyway we walked there since 42 people couldn't possibly fit into a public bus right. Wl, someee people went to take 291 grr.

I'm supposed to be studying for E & Amath nao. But I'm so tired/sleepy I can barely open my eyes! And its not even 930 yet.

OH BTW, If you're reading this, Fikry, you better friggin' shave man! I can't stand your stupid facial hair, don't make me go down all the way to Tampines, 889A and shave/wax/pluck it off by force!!

Ok sorry, random picture :}

Aida took it, over my shoulder, when I was tattooing tan = sin/cos on Basil's (he's so weird, he wrote equations on his arms -.-) arm in class. Aida & I started drawing random things on our arms. Me: a tic-tac-toe game in my wrist, Too colourful to conceal on my ankle and swagger on my hand. Her: Vita Dolce on her arm and an star on her wrist :D All during english! Zanyway, Chem & Emath tests were killers manz. Trigo + Mole concept = Imen dying, squared!

Hm kay, I'm sleepy nao. Goodnight cyberworld!